I've been really diligent about my logging since April. I have logged every. single. day. since I started down this heinous path. Has it been like pulling teeth? Yes. Do I still hate it? Yes. Have I been doing it anyway? Damn skippy (albeit with gritted teeth and clenched jaw).
And aside from the past five days or so (major food-bender derailment after some bad news last week, where it was more of a "Keep from weeping, the D and perfect BGs can be on the backburner for a little while" than it was "Log! Test! Eat right!"), my work had been paying off with BG averages in the neighborhood of 115. Crazy when all that work actually has an effect, right?
Then my CDE emails me today, saying the Kevin logs I've been sending are great and all, but I need to start using their form. Their horrific Word-doc table that doesn't hold formatting
vs. the glory that is Kevin's log with colors! and graphs! and pie charts! and insulin tracking! and! and! and!
I've been so peacock-proud that I've stuck with the logging these past weeks and now I feel deflated.